I'm so tiered.

I think we're all to the point of being overwhelmed by everything.

Tabn totally snapped today over silly little things. He's tiered, spent all evening working on cupcakes for Allen's school Valentine's Day party. Slendy came in and Taben just turned on him and started rattling off a string of curses, finishd taking pictures of the cakes and then stomped off to his room. Poor Slendy (did I really just say that o-O?) was so lost and confused. I told him we were all tiered and on edge and it has been a busy day and the weekend would be the same. Why did I explan it to him? I know he knows.

I feel so.... I don't know... I'm the black sheep once again it seems. Everyone else has trouble with Him and here I am feeling sympathy for him. What. The,. Fuck. Seriously.

I can't compute any of this in my head anymore. I'm going to bed.

I'll post at... some point this weekend... gonna be busy with Matty and Rizzy comig in tomorrow then Bran and Seth coming up Friday. I really need to get to know this Seth better. He's the one having the biggest problem with Him? Meh. I'm so lost and confused.

Where's my Goddamned road map to life? I could really use it right now.

Breakfast with Slendy

Seems we have a new breakfast buddy. I'd cheer but I don't know if I should. Apparently cheering or thinking things are cool gets you berated and nagged at. So instead of just being me, I hav to be... someone else...? Does. Not. Compute.

Anyways we're all sitting down to breakfast and what not. There's a click as the back door unlocks and we look at it opens and our dear friend Slendy enters and then moved to a spare seat and sits down. I just raise a brow at this and everyone else is spazzing and freaking out. Taben's the coolest acting one so I have him get the white board and a marker. he does and sets it in front of Slendy. Slendy looks at it, looks at us and seems to sigh but picks up the marker pops it open and gets ready to start writing.

I stop him. "No, no funny bullshit this time, dude. I have questions, I want answers."

He looks at me long and hard as though debating on if he should give in.
Then he turns and writes quickly and seeming annoyed. "Fine"

This is how the rest of the conversation went.

Aiden: "Oh, so... first off... What. Is. Your. Deal?!"

Slendy: "Ithoughtyouknewthat?"

Aiden: "Ugh don't tell me you're going to write like that here too. dammit. How am I supposed to know? You never say anything you pull bulshit prank ideas on us. You obviously aren't going to kill any of us. So what's the point? Why are you stalking us? What's your beef?"

Slendy: He seems to be thinking long and hard on this. "DespitepopularbeliefIprefercowactually"

Brennon: Snorts and busts up laughing.
Taben: Has that amused smirk on his face.
Ryan: finishes his food and disappears to the room.

Aiden: "Smart ass."

Slendy: "IbelieveIamverysmartbutitdoesnotcomefrommyass.Ihaveabraininmyhead."

Aiden: "...so what's up. Are you going to kill any of us?"

Slendy: "Thatwouldbecounterproductivedon'tyouthink?"

Taben: "Counter productive?"

Slendy: "Ilikethelittleone.Heiskindandhasalargeimagination.Iwanthimsafe.IfIharmanyofyouhewillnotlikemeandwillnotfeelsafe.
Heissmartforhisageyoujustneedtoknowhowtoreadhisthoughts."

Taben: "Well if you tell me what he thinks then that'd be a huge help. He has issues with---"

Slendy: abruptly cuts Taben off "Iamawareofhisspecialneedsandhisissues.Theyhidehistruepotentialfromtheworld.
Heiswisebeyondhisyears.Hewillgrowtobethesmartestwemayeverknow." He pauses a long while "Asidefromme,anyways.NooneissmarterthanIam."

Aiden: "Ok... well... what about out guests who are coming? You're not going to hurt them are you? Or do anything to them? Your torturing them and making thm go out of their mind."

Slendy: "Itisnotme.Ihavenothingtodowiththem.Ihaveseenethembuttheyoungonelikesthegirl.IwillnotharmherIonlywishhersafe."

Aiden: "What about her friend? Seth? He's coming as well. You're not going to cause porblems are you? I swear to the Gods above that if you harm anyone here or ruin Brenon or Taben's birthday weekend I will find a way to KILL you if I have to find the Yggdrasil myslle and beat you with it's branches till it destroys you!"

Slendy: Gets up quickly and defensively almost and seems to... glare down at me as he writes. "Iwilldonosuchthing.Iwillcausenoharmtoanywhocomeshere.You willallbesafeundermyprotection.Theoneswhofollowherarenotofme.Ihavenothingtodowiththem.Iwillkillthemiftheyget
near.Ihavenotkilledinalittlewhile."

Aiden: "....I never mentioned them to anyone. I keep that stuff quiet. I don't need people here getting paranoid...."

Slendy: "Iapologizeforspllingthebeansasyourkindsospectacularlyputsit."

Aiden: "yeah ok.. well..either way I... I trust you... as odd as I feel saying that."

Brennon: "His intentiosns do seem pure. At least... I think. You know how I am with reading people."

Taben: "How do ou read something of the paranormal? I always get kind of freaked out around them"

Slendy: "Areyoufreakedoutnow?"

Taben: "Well... no... I mean... not really. I'm curious."

Slendy: "Andnowyouknowwhatprotectsyouall."

Aiden: "So it's our curiosity? Kinda like you won't hurt Sandra because of the way she's not afraid of you?"

Slendy: He seemed to hesitated and looked between us like there was something he wasn't going to say. Then he writes. "Imustgo.Iwillbebacktonightandyoucanquestionmethen."

Aiden: "As long as we can hold you to that."

Slendy: He moves to leave then pauses and comes back picking up the marker and he looked to us almost... pleadingly I'd say. He seemed so.. innocent... and hopeful as he jotted it down. "AmIinvitedtothebirtdayparty?"

We all couldn't help but laugh at that. Taben simply nodded and he seemed pleased with our amusemnt and joy and left.


So.... yeah. I don't know why... I just.... feel like I'm cheating here or something. I should die and be hunted like everyone else... but I'm not. How is that fair? Will it change? I guess we'll see in time. I'm so confused right now. Also, why did he hesitate and seem uncomfortable when we brought up Sandra? Ugh It's all confusin and a bit bothersome. A bit scary and just all.... well there's a lot of questions being asked in my head. Why me. Why? There must be more to it than just Allen's well being.

Ok... I'm done. I'm going to go out caching with Taben for a bit. I'll see ya all later.

I am okay

I'm fine, had to sit through another day of classes.

Brennon's spazzing out thinking I'm oh so bad off.

No, I'm not. I. Am. Fine.

He gets pissed everytime I say it like it is.

It was really cool and awesome and... yeah.

Maybe if Slendy comes tonight (part of me hopes he doesn't cause Brenno's pissed at Him), We'll try and have another chat. Oh and Brennon's trying to convince us not to accept gifts from Him anymore. Right. Because pigging out on chocolate He gave me is exactly the reason that he took me for a ride to college. He showed up, out of nowhere. I asked how he did that. He grabbed me and we were gone. Next thing I know I'm at the college.

Brennon gets pissed everytime I say it was cool. But really... it was really cool. You know how much we'd save on gas if he could do that for Taben and I every day? ah well. If only. heh

Slendy says Happy Valentine's Day

No seriusly. We invited Him in, handed Him the fucking whiteboard. Asked him to sit down and we started an interrogation. Myself, Brenno and Taben. One thing after another after another. What he wants, is he friend or foe, is he going to hurt Allen, is he going to hurt any of us. What's he doing to our friends. What did he do to Bran's friend Seth? On and on and on. He sat there quietly (duh) holding the white board and the dry erase marker we hadthrust upon him and looking to each of us in turn as we asked our questions.

He looked at the marker, at hte board then started writing, got up and set the whiteboard down and handed me the marker. The board read "Happy Valentine's Day"

Taben looked at the board then at Slendy and screeched "You are *not* SPLENDOR MAN!!!" Allen suddenly made an appearance downstairs and ran over and hugged Slendy and Slendy summons forth his tentacles and gave Allen a box of chocolates and a little plush tiger. Pat his head then lets himself out.

I wonder where the hell these came from... but...

I have chocolate now. Allen doesn't like choicolates and he gave them to me. And we're all sharing. nommy chocolates are nommy. I'll forgive Slendy this once... maybe...

Taben's still fuming. Brennon's amused... and trying to steal my chocolate. I told him to go get his own.

In lue of everything... I guess... well... Happy Valentine's Day. Easily the best I've had in a while :3

V-day

Am I the only one who's NOT single that hates Valentine's Day? I hate the stupid consumerist holiday and the way it makes people without partners to feel like total shit.

Oh, let's also add in that they have yet to make gay friendly valentines.

Screw you v-day. Screw you and your bull poop.

Just had to rant a bit. Sorry.

Taben and I are going caching now. See yall later.

WTF.... seriously Taben? Seriously?

So we're working on cleaning up today and all. Ry leaves to go get Allen, Taben has problems on his computer and asks me to check it out. So... I come nto his room and do so... and I'm looking and I'm perplexed. Nothing's wrong at all.... then... then I see it. I wasn't sure what to think of it. I went to my room grabbed my camera and.. well here it is.

I take some pics and go and ask Taben WTH? He starts laughing and giggling. Yes, you see it right. He took some of Allen's legos and made a lego Slender Man. As if it weren't bad enough we're being stalked by the real thing. Though, let's add in the fact that we've got a plush in each room. Allen has one, Taben has one then there's the one Taben made me. So now there are four small Slender Mans running around in the house... or rather standing. I dunno. It's weird.

Yeah, life's been pretty uneventful. No sightings of Him. Free day tomorrow is going to start with some geocaching and then a frap and then lounging around the house. Bits of cleaning and working around the house through the day. Thursday's the day. the out of towners come in and then Friday Eve/Saturday morning Bran comes in, possiby with a friend. Let us know when you know for sure Bran. We want to be sure to get enough food supplies and a large enough cake for everyone we'd have here. Also get in touch with me in reguards to rooming aranrangements. I'm trying to figure out how to do the rooms and all. someone's gonna have to share as since Taben and co moved in we've only got three spare rooms. And we've got two out of town guests coming.

Ok, that's it for now. Now to lay on the bed, veg out and read. I like uneventful relaxing weekends. Especially when it involves such nomtastic foods.

Well... fuck....

Some reason I had really fucking hoped that what Damien had written about was just his little thing.... his imagination.. him going crazy...

Fuck... just... fuck.

Be careful Mr. Zeke.

As for me? I'm going Slender hunting. It's time talk skinny faceless got the whiteboard and pen and answered some questions for me.

Oh and Taben's going crazy. His mom took Allen for the night so we could work on cleaning this place up for company that comes next Thursday. Taben just broke down crying and started screaming he had to go get allen he couldn't let Allen die. Apparently Taben's been dealing with dreams of Allen's death almost constantly lately. The thing that gets me? It's not Slendy that kills Allen. Allen dies by gun shot wounds. I'm pretty certain this isn't going to come true and all.. but Taben's beside himself with worry. Allen seemed really happy to get out of here and to his grandparents though. So.. I dunno.

Mreh, Taben's calm now but he's... nervous, he's not Taben. I'm hoping to get some cleaning done then force him out of the house, he and I can go do some geocaching or something. I dunno. All I do know is Taben needs a break and he's so paranoid he's not willing to let himself have one right now :\

Anywyas yeah... everyone be careful. This new development is just... yeah scary shit.

P.S. Have I ever mentioned how I hate that Blogger things my comments are spam? :(