Fuck. You.

Ironic? I just read Zeke's latest entry. He was drunk. Well when it took place. I've been drunk the last couple days.

People are fucking attacking someone that may as well be my sister, and I can't do anything about it.

I'm a helplss pile of fucking mush. All becaue I'm afraid. I'm afraid of the gay haters that may wish Slender Man to kill me. Afraid of the gay haters that wish death on my friends and my loved ones. Afraid of the gay haters that will turn gainst Bran. she's getting help from others. I don't want that to happen. I don't want them to turn against her because she supports gays.

I want to run far away and just get away. leave everyone so they're safe without me... byt time I get half a mind to do it I'm so damned drunk tht all I can do is pass out.

Fuck, I'm getting married on the 19th of next month. Full moon of Ostara. A very pleasant day it'll be. And here... hre I'm just... blrh.

I want to tell all the gay hatrs ight now. Fuck. You.

Also a Fuck you to Blogger for eating my comments and marking me as spam all the fucking time. I'm sick of it.

God dammit I have classes today... I have a really bad fucking hang over. And I'm still scared. I'm scared of teh gay haters. Scared of so many fuck wadded people.

Fuck you gay haters. I don't give a flying fuck if you thinkit's 'gross' or 'against god'. Fuck you. I think marriage and a relationship are about LOVE. Not about religion, not about God. Not about how gross it is to express your love. I can express my love to Brennon by holding his hand. Or giving him a kiss or just telling him I love him. So no one has any fucking right to tell me if I love him or can really truly marry him.

I love Brennon.... and in a month. We'll be married. It'll be the best day in my life.

I love you Brenno.

Bran you better be there girl. Bring your whole cre if you have to.

I think we'e going to come your way this weekend. I want to kill me some proxies before they hurt you any worse.

While I'm at it, fuck proxies too.

Wow... again...

Lots of updated going on yesterday while I was out with my fiancee celebrating his birthday. It'll be a bit before I can really take a moment to go over them. I'm tired and I think there was another zoo trip planned so Rizzy can see the Akron Zoo... or something. I don't know. I'm tiered.

Bran are things alright for all of you out there?

I haven't seen Slendy around which is odd since he's almost constantly here. Guess he had other business? just... hope that's not business that involves death. Though he did say that he doesn't kill.... he just makes people disappear. And it's ///It/// (or so I asume that's who he means by the "Dark One") that rips people to shreds.

I don't feel I have a reason to not believe. He's been straight forward with us most the time but, yeah. I dunno.
I'm so confused. At the same time though. Sandra's seen this Slendy rip people to shreds.... so I'm not sure what to make of it. I'm so confused..

I'm also tired. Another night of staying up late and celebrating.I'll try and read tomorrow or something. I dunno. Confused Aiden is confused.... and tired.

Wow...

Well... crap.

Apologies for m horrid typing lastnight/thismorning. I was so freaking tired. I could hardly see straight.

Ayways, now that Matty, Bran and Seth are on their way home and Rizzy's still sound asleep I feel I have time to go through and write this all out. I took notes and wrote it all down lastnight as it happened. (yeah I couldn't remember it all I have a bad short term memory, always have, I always write it down besides the whiteboard's only so big and we have to erase it after so many questions anyways)

Anywyas. We went to a furmeet with some of th local fluffs, had good food and lots of fun. Came home. and enter the house to see Slendy sitting and waiting for us at the table. He's got the whiteboard in front of thim and his arms crossed the marker in his hand. He's just sitting there watching the door as though waiting for us. I got a sense of being annoyed.

Matty and Seth spazz out and we have to calm him down. And I walked foward and took a seat across from him and simply asked "So you're ready to answer our questions now?" He simply nodded. Taben grabbed my notebook and pen and gave it to me as he sat beside me. Brennon sat on the other side and Bran and Seth sat beside Brennon tnat Rizzy and Matty sat beside Tabe. Kinda weird the egregation that was there but not noticable unless you knew how the sides wer all connected and all. Anyways. Here's how the converation went.

Slendy: Sotheteameshaveunitedandbecomeone.Itisalwaysgoodtoseeunity.Youshoulddoatotalgathering.Itwouldbepleasant.

Aiden: I hate when you write like that.

Slendy: Icouldnotwiteatallifyouprefer.

Taben: No, no. We have questions and we want answers.

Slendy: Youdonotneedtobesodefensive.Iamnotheretoharmyou.Ihavediscussedthiswithyoubefore.

Taben: I'll continue to be defensive as long as you're stalking my son. I do not trust you when you say you are keeping him safe.

Slendy: Iunderstandparentshavethatsenseofnottrustinganyone.PleaseunderstandthatIamkeepinghimsafe.
WouldyourathrtheDarkOnegottohiminested?Thenhewouldbelost.

Bran: Wait, so you're familiar with ///It///? That's what you're referring to right? He's after Allen? What about the rest of us. You said you weren't stalking us.

Slendy: Idonotstalk.Stalkingisforcreepers.Iamnotacreeper.

Aiden: That opinion changes from person to person. You are pretty creepy and do seem like a stalker. That was not the question though. Why not answe the question.

Slendy:IknowtheDarkOne.Itistheoneaftermoreofyou.Ijustwatch.

Aiden:Why? I mean Why watch over us? And yet you chase others and try and take them? Or even kill them?

Slendy: Whydoesadogbitesomeandnotothers?Whydoesitbarkatsomeandnotothers?Whydowolveskilltheirprey?Whydoesachildcrywhenpunished?

Aiden: ...so it's just... natural? Or are you like.. the Grim Reaper? Take those who's time it is.

Slendy: Yes.Idonotharm.Isimplytake.TheDarkOnehowerverleafvespeopletosuffer.Theydonotdyinstantly.Itissureofthat.Itwouldbelestfunforit.

Seth: So You're not stalking me and You say this Dark One is? Is this the same thing as ///It///?

Slendy: Iamwatchingyoubutwishyounoharm.TheDarkOnefollows.Hemeansharmtoall.Itwantstheworldforitself.

Seth: So... what do I do the? And how do I know you are not lying?

Slendy: Ihavenoreasontolie.YoumaybelievewhatyouwantbutIswearuponYggdrasil'sCorethatIamnottryingtoharmyou.
ItistheDarkOne.

Bran: Wait so you're familiar with Yggdrasil's Core? What's a 'hatchling'?

Slendy looks to Bran he has an air of confusion about him and just looks at her for a long moment.

Slendy:TheCoreIspeakofisdifferntthanwhatyoumaybethinkingof.ThecenterofYggdrasiliswhatcontrolsall.
ItistheCorepfalllife.Ahatchlingisanewborncreaturethathashatchedfromanegg.

Aiden: You're avoiding the answers.

Slendy: Youwillfindoutdetailswhenitistime.

Bran: Have you killed M? If not, where is he?

Slendy: Safe.Itiscoldandherunsfastandfar.

Bran seemed relieved at this. She looks up to him for some odd reason. But at least she seemed relieved. Still worried but I think that answer helped her feel better.

Bran: So... what's up with Sandra?

Slendy seemed really adgitated by this question looking between all of us and seemingly defeated.

Slendy:Icannotanswerthatquestions.Itisnotyourstoaskorknow.

Aiden: You said you'd answer our questions.

Slendy: IhavetherighttonotanswerquestionsifIdonotwishto.

Brennon: ...you don't even know... do you.?

Slendy paused and looked at Brennon long and hard seemingly concerned? Maybe thoughtful? I couldn't help myself.

Aiden: Heh... So... did you tentacle rape him in his sleep when he was in Texas?

Brennon: Aiden!

Slendy looked taken aback and just looked between us. I never thought i'd be able to surprise Slendy. This seemed to do it.

Slendy: WhileIhavenopeoblemwithsamesexrelationsIamnotinterestedinthem.Oranythingsexualforthatmatter.

Taben: So are you really male? I mean we never had proof.... You gonna show us proof?

Slendy seemed... confused and just stared at Taben thoughtfully.

Rizzy: Taben has a hard on for you Slendy. *giggle*

Slendy face palmed. Frighteningly enough Taben was really really blushing a deep red.

Aiden: Wow.. really Taben? Damn...

Bran: Who are Fox, Crow and Rat?

Slendy: Hallowed.

Bran: ...that's all you're going to give me?

Slendy: Yes.

Bran: So who's chasing Jack and Stephanie? Is it the same thing that's going after us?

Slendy: Perhaps.Itseemsthereareseveralentitiessimilartomethatothershaveseen.Iamnotstupidasyousee.Iamveryintelligentandtocomparethedopplegangerstomeisinstulting.
TheDarkOneistheonlyonethatisremotelyclosetomethatIamawareof.Somereportthereareothershowever.ItislikelythatitistheDarkOnethatchasesyouandthepothers.
Itisdarkandvileandwishesdeathandviolenceandbloodandgore.

Seth: What do we do then? Does the salt work?

Slendy: Yousimplywaiteandstayconcentratedandsafe.Idonotknowifthesaltwillwork.
Barriersofprotectiondonotworkagainstme.Buttheyareusuallyusedforeveilcreatures.AndtheDarkOneisquiteevil.
Ihopeitdoesworkforyou.

Bran: What's going on with Celeste and what is a witness.

Slendy: Awitnessissomeonethatseesacrimeoractinprogress.Icananswernottheotherquestion.Itisnotaboutyounorisityourbusiness.

Mateo: So... I see you with tentacles most the time. What's with that? Why are there no tentacles?

Slendy conjures forth his tentacls and everyone aside from Rizzy spazzes and jumps away from the table.

Slendy: Andnowyouhaveyouranswer.Theyaresomethingthatcausesfear.Idoittoscare.OrwhenIamangry.
IdonotwishyoscareyousoIdonotusethem.

Slendy's tentacles would stack back into his back and we'd all sit back down. There was a long almst uncomfortable silence before Rizzy speaks up.

Rizzy: ....Why are you so noodly?

Slendy looks at her and gets up shaking his head seemingly annoyed at the question.

Slendy: Iamleavingnow.Goodeveningtoyouall.Brnnonahappybirthdaytoyou.AidenandTabenkeeptheyoungonesafe.
Branwenpleasedonotbitethheadsoffofthecookies.Idonotlikeit.Itisinsulting.IfyouwishmetocomesimplyaskmetocomeandIwillcome.
Bitingheadsoffcookiesthatlooklikemeisnotthewaytogoaboutit.GoodnightandgoodeveningandIshallseeyouallagainintime.

Bran: Wait one last question. What *really* happened to Damien O'Connor?

Slendy paused and looked to her thoughtfully then to the rest of us.

Slendy: Theydidnotwanthimtosayanymore.TheDarkOneholdspoweroverthem.
Itiseasytomakesomeonelooksucidalandslipthemdrugsthatmakethemlookliketheyaregoingcrazy.
DonottrustRick.DonottrustanyonewhoiswillinglyinleaguewiththeDark.

With that he just turned and left. Matty just looked around blinking and said "Why doesn't he decide to start moving faster? Does he only have one speed setting?" We all chuckle then say our goodnights.

And here I am finishing this and finally really awake enough to start taking in what was said. And I'm so confused and so deep in thought...

Stay safe, eyes open.

Well... that was enlightning...

Not....

Damn you Rizzy, seriously. Damn you. You made him leave. Brat.

Yeah another lat nigh. Went to a small get togethr then came home. I think Slendy was upset. He was sitting on one of the chairs at the kitchen table with His arms crossed. It was amusing... kinda. I'd go on to tell you about the whole thing but we finally just got done and I'm so tired I'm about to face plant the keyboard.

I've not been sleeping a lot... but mostly because of all the people and excitement. I think I almost got Brennon pissed at me because of my one question. I think I know how I can make it up to him though ;3

Anyways to bed for us. Four hours of hard grilling and actually a bit of... merriment with Slendy. But damn you Rzzy for asking that one question that made Him not answer any questions afterwards and decide it was time to leave.

I'll post it in the morning. It's hard to forget and I have a lot to think about.

Also, a quick happy birthday to my wonderful lovely man. Love you, babe. I'll be sure you get to celebrate real good tomorrow ;p

Caching

Slendy shows up as we're caching. We decided to take them to some of the ones we got and one we didn't get.

So. Slendy. He just appears there out of nowhere. Mateo? Poor Mateo I think he nearly pissed his pants. He just started and freaked and shook and started back to the car.

Rizzy? She... she did pretty well. She stared at Him, watched Him and went up and just poked him. "It's a noodle man!" she says. "Those wavy arm flailing noodle men!" (ie this)

And we would never look at Slendy the same fater that.... nor will we ever look at the arm flailing windbag/noodles guys. It was epic.

We're waiting for Slendy to show up at the house. We went out for dinner at a chinese/japanese place. Then came home and had cake... and Rizzy randomly wipes frosting on Taben's face. Fun ad sillineass was had. It was all of get fun. Slendy never showed. Tomorrow we're going to go up to Cleveland Zoo. And then more caching, then relaxing at home. Other than the park.

Oh and Bran got her cookies when we returned.

She wanted sugar cookies. So she got some sugar cookies. I think she's a tad miffed with us. But at the same time I was highly amused as she started by biting off the heads and looking menacingly towards the door where I had mentioned Slendy usually stand. Sad really. I think she wants Him to come XP

Cinnamon rolls, coffee and happies for lunch tomorrow. Gonna be another good day. Will be a bit colder but still not gonna snow or anything.

Ok, I really need to get to bed. been up too late. See ya all laters.

Stay safe and eyes open

Waiting...

...Waiting for Bran and Seth to arrive, then heading to the zoo.

Gorgeous day here. Already in the 50s. Think it's going to get warmer than predicted.

Taben's still spazzing excitedly over his presents from Matty.
"They're just peices of wood" I say.
He just squeals "I know... but they're from the TOWER!! THE Tower!"
"But Marble Hornets is said to be fake." I counter
"I don't give a damn! It's what infected me so it's real. It's one of the biggest piece of Slendy's history.!" He defends. "We'll ask Slendy if it was real or not. If he knows the tower."

I'm wondering how Matty will react when he sees Slendy for the first time. He's still not come around. We figure it's just a matter of time.

Anywyas, off we go. Will update later, likely before bed.
Stay safe and eyes open.

I want to face palm so hard right now.

I can still hear an excited Taben sqealing excitedly from his room over the gifts he recieved from Mateo.

Amongst them were a superior Slender Man Lego critter. A disc containing all the pictures Mateo took while at the tower. And a small envelop of sevral peices of wood from the tower itself. I swear, you'd think that Taben had found the most epic things of epicness by the way he's carryig on. Well... I guess we're  beat on the 'who got Taben the best present' deal. Heh. At least he's happy.

Slendy hasn't been around since Matty got here. Figured he's giving hm time to adjust first and all. He'll show up tomorrow more than likely. I'll record Mateo's reaction when it comes. Also Seth and Bran will be arriving tomorrow. After they arrive we'll be going to the Akron Zoo then be going for some geocaching around here. Should be fun for all. Looking forward to a nice day out with friends and away from all of this madness.

Ok. Gonna try and get to bed now over the excited squealing and giggling of the the school boy Taben.

Good times will be had this weekend. Good times.