When I get stressed, I get tiered and/or sick. I've been both lately. My trip last weekend still has me on edge. Brennon spazzes every time Slendy enters the house and screams at him to leave me alone. He's paranoid I'm gonna get whisked away again. I hope that's not the case. I'm tiered. I want to rest and get better. Going from 70s and comig back into the teens weather wise has killed me. my throat is scrtchy and sore. if I'm not doing homework or school stuff I'm in bed resting. Sorr I haven't posted anything I'm just... gone. I'm sure getting tipsy as hell and pissed at Slendy didn't help. I wish I could put more meat in my entries but I just am not up for anything but sleep.

I thought I should tell you all in case you get worried when I disappear. I'm trying to talk Brennon into posting these things for me. I don't know. I guess we'll see. I'll poke and prod all I can. No promises though. between his last few classes he also has work. He goes into work in the morning and classes in the evening. This is why he doesn't post a lot. weekends are touch and go usually they pull him on something at work. He doesn't turn it down usually either. he wants to turn that into his job and stuff.

Ugh. I'm all kinds of blech. I'm going to bed people. Just wanted to give a heads up if you don't hear from me for a littel while. Hopefully things return to some sembalance of normal soon... I hope...Hard to say with life anymore here. Being foollowed by Tall Pale and Faceless really shifts your life around.

I think my rage is out.

I got back at him. I asked Taben what to draw. Taven said to draw him some fan art. I told him I was in a Slender Man mood. Taben said to draw Slender man and one of teh Delura characters meeting.

So I did. Not, this is after we've had some vodka in our systems. So maybe it's funnier to us than it may be to you.

Delura charactr Doc and Slender Man meat. Note, normally Doc i some sort of spider like creature with a shell and all. But when he comes out of his shell he's all tentacly and stuff.

So first Doc meats Slendy and falls in love....



 Then Slendy gives Doc Head. And everyone is hapy.

That's what you get Slender Man. You joke about tentacle raping my man I have a fictional tentacle creature tentacle rape your... head... yeah....

Gods I'm so damned drunk....

We had an interview, all be it short, with Slendy tonight. Oh fuck my typing's off. I'll post interview tomorrow after classes. I'm hitting the sack. I'm so frucking loose right now...

Dammit... took me like 30 minutes to get all th typos found.

Ok... that just broke my brain so hard. It better be a god damned joke. I swear to Gods it had better or I will kill you so hard Slender Man. I swear to fucking Gods!

I'll post when my rage is gone.

Fuck You Ohio.

How the hell can you be almost 60 with beautiful wonderful thunderstorms at 4am then suddenly be at 33 dgrees with chances of snow by 1pm? I hate you. I want to go back to Texas. It was so warm and pretty.

Yeah, so I'm home... in Ohio. Slendy was oh so kind enough to bring me home when I finally turned into a pleading and begging mass at his feet. It's like... he was trying to teach me some lesson and now I learned it? I don't know what the lesson was supposed to be though.

I hadn't posted because I'm very childish and was oh so amused that I was at 69 posts. I didn't want to break that pretty little number. but I figured I should post. So people knew I was alive and alright.... just... tired. I slept all day yesterday and through most the night.... I could sleep more but I figured I should begin resembling a living human and not some zombie thing.

Slendy is very in and out of the house. He scared the ver living crap out of Brennon yesterday and this morning. I'm not sure if I'm flattering myself by sayin this but I think he's... worried about me? I don't know. I don't want to speak out of turn or anything. Oh, and interviews have been a now go so far. When I try and talk to Slendy he either waves and leaves or just stands there and stares. It's confusing.

I guess that's all I have to say. I'm gonna go study for this test thing I have tomorrow.

I have the weirdest thoughts when I get ready to lay down to sleep.

Tonight's thought?

I still need to find an icon for myself to put up here.

Then I briefly wondered... well no... I won't say that >-> that may be a bit too personal.

Really. Gonna go to bed now. I really think my mind is over stressed if it when *THAT* out of whack in thoughts.

Hopefully I can sleep. I miss Brennon :(

I don't even....

...know where to begin...

So I come back from food and checking the surrounding area out and stuff. I get back to my room and there's the laptop, the sketchbook and this... what I can only describe as a list waiting for me.

So I went back out, found a small drug store that sold thos small crappy digital cameras and got the pictures from the mem card and onto the lappy. here's what I have.

So I can get online. Jump on AIM and have been talking to Taben and Brennon.

Taben is swearing up and down it's something he made up that he was going to do a while ago. The webpage he made has been sitting there since he got into the whole Slender man thing last August/September. He just never started on it. He links me to his site. Sure enough, there it is. exact same thing.

Kinda creapy. You know what makes it even crepier? HE knows nothing of the whole Slender Man shit that Bran's been dealig with. Namely th proxies. And the poem. But take a moment and look at the first few there.

So... when Slendy shows up in 20 minutes or so, He's gonna have some major explaining. Wonder if He can use a computer... I don't have any sort of note book... and i'm hesitant to do anything with the sketchbook.... Taben said he wants to abandon this project now. (He kinda already did anyways). I guess it's call a 100 theme challenge. Take a character and draw it with 100 themes. just to work on your ability.

I want to do this. At the same time I'm afraid what may happen to me. On the other hand I'm curious.

Hopefully I can get Slendy to take me home. Brennon says if Slendy doesn't bring me home h's going to come down to me. We've been wanting to give Taben and Ry the house to themselves anyways. Their anniversary is Monday. We'll see how things go.

Anywyas I'll take notes from the interview in a word doc. Then I'll post it in the morning. I'm really flippin tiered. So much god damned stress... and walking.. lots of fucking walking...

Wish me luck.

Stay safe yall. Eyes open.

What.The.Fuck.

Hello from Carnegie Library in Houton, Texas. Now can someone please explain what the fuck I'm doin here?

I woke up about two hours ago.  In a hoetel room. didn't know where the hell I was. Had my wallet and my cell phone on the bedstand beside me. I get up. look around. realize I've no clue where I am and the last think I rmember doing is getting ready to go out and get food.

And now, here I am... in Texas. I'm really wanting to beat Slendy right now... I'm sure he's to blame.

...at least it's warm here? though I'm trying to figure how the hell to get home.

I can't call. I call out and everythings fuzzy. this is the only thing that's worked. I've not seen Slendy anywhere but I'm certain he's the one that brought me here. I'm... really a bit concerned. Isn't this where there's a 'turf war' going on? Yeah a bit paranoid... just a bit.

I'm ready to go home now. I'm gonna go explore more. Maybe get a differnt hotel that's closer to here. it was a good long walk for me and wasn't a very safe one either. Just... ugh.

Gonna go check things out... I'll try and report back later.