Interview

It took forever, but we finally got the fucking interview we wanted. We were all sitting down to dinner tonight when He appeared. We've grown so accustom to it that we just disregarded it for a moment. That and things are just melding together for me. When I'm not home, I'm at the hospital with Brennon. And really, I'm only home to eat.

Anyways we were sitting down when He showed up. I just didn't want anything to do with Him. He just stood there watching us.

Malkin was pissed, I was just trying to ignore him. Chastin's still uncomfortable with him and left the room. Branwen and the others just kind of remained silent trying to eat and ignore him. Finally Malkin got fed up with it.

"What the fuck are you going to do about Taben?!" He demanded. He was seething. I could feel it coming off him. I tried to mentally calm him. I don't think it worked. Slendy remained quiet and just stared at us. I could tell he wasn't happy with Malkin. He still wasn't happy with me for when I got drunk and tentacle slapped the shit out of him. I didn't care. I was getting even more pissed he wasn't answering. And I was quite ready to begin tentacle slapping the shit out of him once again.

"You go mute or something?" I said not holding back the scathing tone of voice.

"Ungrateful child! I do not answer to any one of you or your ilk. I am not a puppet meant to be controlled." Slender's voice came into my head. I could see every one cringe. He was bespeaking all of us at the same time I assumed. Most hadn't heard his voice. All I could think was that at least they weren't hearing ///It///.

"You broke your truce, you went against your word." I spat. "I think that gives us more than enough reasons for the demands we're making of you. You took Allen, you've caused Taben to go insane. You said no harm would come to any of us!"

"I have not broken any word I have given or any truce I have made." He spoke slowly as though to let us take in every word. "Allen was not on this property when I took him. The truce that I made, the word I gave was that I would not harm anyone on your property. The word I gave to you was that I would not allow the Dark One to cause any harm to you. I still do hold to that."

"You liar!" Malkin and I screeched at the same time. I really hate that our minds are connected sometimes.

"I am incapable of lying," was his response. "Remember, I also said that as long as you learn under me, you are under my protection. You are a defiant child and have proven yourself unworthy of that which I have to teach you. I have tried to show you the path and you continuously turn your back on it. I am simply showing you what the consequences are for rebelling." I clenched my fists and fought to control myself. He continued in a scathing tone. "Even now you are wanting to attack me. It would be unwise, my child. I cannot handle this insubordination any longer. You have one more chance. I have spared you this long, should you defy me yet again, then the consequences would be most severe."

"Is there anything that we can do for Taben, surely you can help him? Do something for him? Give him Allen back? You didn't kill him did you? You just have him hidden from It?" I asked hopefully.

"He is safe. I'll say no more." I think we all breathed some relief but it was short lived when he continued. "The one you call Taben is all but dead, as is such with those that serve the Dark One. It is best you let him leave your life, otherwise you will witness only pain." I couldn't find a reply. I just started going over other questions to ask in my mind. Branwen beat me too it though.

"Are we safe from you, since, we're with Ai?" She seemed hesitant to ask this and I just looked to her worriedly.

"Safe is a relative term. You are as safe from me, as you are from the Dark One." He paused and seemed to regard us a moment. "It is just a matter of time before you know."

With that he simply disappeared. And I got pissed and.. yeah. I'm with Brennon at the hospital now. I've stolen his laptop to post this while he sleeps and everything is still fresh in my mind. He had his grafting procedure done today and they expect it all to take and he'll be better and healed in time. He's still in a lot of pain and they're keeping him on some really strong pain killers. I've been trying to think over things and figure out what to do. I am angry at myself for not trusting Him. He's been fair with us. We could be dead by we're not.  That means something, right? I'm so confused, and uncertain. And tired. Fuck am I tired. I've not actually felt this way for a while. Maybe I'll take this time and spend it with Brennon and snooze. I'll try and figure shit out tomorrow.

Take care every one. Stay safe, eyes open.

Fucking ass...

So I went to interview Slendy... we were all ready. Malkin was trying to think of shit and so was everyone else. We finally get everyone together to do the interview and the bastard leaves. I was not happy.

Then that entry with KK pops up? I don't know if she's hallucinating, or if that shit's really happening. Some part of me wants to say it's a mixture of the two. Either way, I am not happy. And we have even more questions now. Fucking ass had better stick around to answer them today or I'll start following after him to get his attention and get him to talk to me. Pisses me the fuck off. I just thought I'd come home and check on shit. After he lefts I went back with Brennon. I just got home and am going to go back here shortly. You all deserve an update though. Here it is.

I just got home from visiting Brennon in the hospital. He's doing well. They're going to send him in for a grafting surgery to help his injured legs and feet where they need to replace the skin. He'll be going in for that Monday. We've been working to keep him hydrated. They're really keeping a good eye on him and he's doing much better than I expected. He's awake and well enough to do things so when I go in tomorrow I'll be taking his laptop in to him so he can work and what not. I'm just trying to keep an eye on things around here when I get the chance to. Taben's going insane and still making threats against all of us. I'm waiting to see Slendy because Gods know I have a lot of questions for him and if he doesn't answer them it won't be pretty.

Think of the Devil and He shall appear. Going to go and get this interview done and over with. Then I'm going to go back to Brennon. I've found if I use teleportation crap I can get past everyone and hide and be with him even when we're not supposed to be. I love him, and I'm scared to death that Taben might find him and attack him. I can't let that happen. I feel bad that Chastin and Malkin have to remain here, and I feel bad that Bran and the others aren't seeing as much of me. We're going to do this interview thig. Then tomorrow, Brennon's told me I have to be here to spend time with them before they leave. So... that's what's going to happen.

I'm scared to death at the thought of them leaving. Leaving didn't save Sam and Dean... it's not going to save them. I don't want to loose them, then I'd just be alone... It'd just be Brennon, Malkin, Chas and me.... and that scares me. I don't know what I'd do if I lost everyone.

Gone and back

Brennon's in the hospital. He's relatively alright. We just got back, they're keeping him there and asked us to leave. Again the bullshit about not being 'legally married' because were same sex. That just peeves me the fuck off. So, in addition to the broken leg and busted ribs he'd had, he now has a shit load of stitches and bandages, he also has rope burns around his wrists and one wrist is sprained. His legs and feet have have third degree burns on them. They're keeping in him the hospital under observation. Brennon's parents came in to see him so of course the doctor's told me I had to leave since I'm not 'family'. Fuck it. I'm so pissed and yet so relieved. Pissed at Taben (and the doctors), relieve to have Brennon home. I feel bad that I'm going to be so bothered that I won't be able to spend as much time with Branwen and the others before they leave. I wish I could keep them here. I don't want them to go where they can be hunted. No one deserves to be hunted.

I made a report to the cops. They're going to be keeping their eyes open for Taben now. I hate doing it to him, part of me feels he has to be saved, that he's saveable. Then the other part of me just... doesn't know. He's lost. I can't forgive him, not after this. I almost lost Brennon. I can't let this happen again. I'm so fucking confused.

Alex, thank you. Thank you so so much. I know I've told you a million times in person but thank you. Thank you a million times over. Now to try and forget about this shit hole of a 24 hours and not be pissed and want to beat the crap out of the doctors. Ugh. I'll be heading back a bit later to check on him. I'm hoping to be able to sneak in and overnight with him. I don't think they'll allow it though.

Strike Three...

You're Out. Never, ever again will I ever want to see him near me or my family and friends. He's lost to me. He's gone.

The Eagle? That's Brennon.

Bran and the group got here, we were enjoying each other's company and the seeming quietness. Brennon had gone to nap a bit after work. I had worked on dinner with the help of Bran and went to get Brennon for dinner. He wasn't in his room I figured he'd be downstairs in the game room. And started down. Passing through the living room/kitchn ara to the basement steps Bran looks up to me.

"Aiden? Who's the Eagle? It's none of us." I just stare at her with a raised brow.

"Brennon's the eagle... why?" She seemed to pale and looked between the others and turned her laptop for me to see. I moved to look and saw the post. I read it over and got angrier and angrier with each word I read. My back started hurting and i could feel it moving. I need to learn to control them. I think it scared the crap out of everyone around ,e. I don't even know what to do. I can't believe I failed Brennon! I lost my husband and I'm just such a fucking ass and UGH! I went out and tried to find him but just... I'm so pissed and angry that I just don't know... and.. I just need to learn to control things but fuck... I have to teach myself... how do I teach myself. I swear to fucking GODS that he hurts Brennon... or worse. I WILL Fucking kill him dead. You do NOT touch my husband. At all. Ever. Fucking hells bastards need to fucking die and leave me and my family alone.

I'm going to try and calm down and go out and try and look again... Gods dammit Brennon, I'm so sorry... I'm going to go talk to Malkin and see if he can help.. and.. and maybe Alex... he's still so uncertain though.. I don't want to force him.

Oh my flying fuck.

I have nerve had a headache this damned bad in all my fucking life... and at the same time I'm pissed as all hells. I fell asleep. I broke my fucking experiment by falling asleep. Though... I will admit... it was nice to wake up being cuddled up with Brennon. It's been so long since we've just.. been together. I thought he was afraid of me because of what I was becoming/am. I guess maybe I was wrong? I don't know.

I just know I want this headache to go the fuck away. Fucking hangover... i wouldn't think I'd be able to have one... fuck, whatever. My head fucking hurts. I think some food and coffee are in order. Hopefully that helps. Note to self. Never drink alcohol after not drinking any for more than a month, not eating for a few weeks and not drinking anything for even longer.

On the plus side, now I have results for what happens when a hatchling gets pissed drunk.

Ugh. Whatever. Food. I'm out.

Duuuuuuude

Shit man. It's like so fucking awesome and stuff. Seems lik drunkeness is really fucking heightened like this. Man I feel toasted. I've yet to sleep. Haha ha maybe I should keep drinking and keep staying up. See how long I can go with being no sleeps stuffs. And stuff. I don't know. Rawr! Taben wants to kill me and Brennon and shit. It's fucking sad i mean fuck man. just kill me now. I'm a mouse hear me squeak lol like a mouse can do anything to a tiger. Fuck man... I feel so fucking waisted. I love mead.... meeeeeead. lol meeeaaad. Fuck me. I wabnt more mead fuck mead lol getting me dome tastey mead. cause I can't do anything fucking else but ruin people's lives. My husband hates me because I'm a monster, my boyfriend hates me because I got his husband and son killed and Malkin and chastin are scared and wanting to pull away cause of all the fucking drama that surrounds me. Something tells me that Slendy kept his word, but fuck i'm so fucking drunk maybe it's the Mead talkin to me me. Makin me talk. I dunno. lololololol fuck man i'm gonna get more. Everh ad mead? it's sweet and honeyey and addicting. Fuck yeah. moar mead. Heaven, Mother fuckin heaven