...where I rant....
I was going to make a post about today.
But for now I'm going to rant.
Why the HELL does this goddmaned place seem to think I'm sort of spaming animal?! Why doe my comments to other blogs get sucked into spam? How the hell do I stop it?!
Ugh. Ok. Rant done. Sorry just had to get it out. I'm gonna go to bed now. See ya all later.
Oh, also Just a couple Slender sightings today. I'll count it as a good thing. Maybe. Just makes me more concerened about what's going on over on the H(a)unting Blog with Sandra and Co. If he's been hanging around here, then who's been over there?
Stay safe everyone.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Quizzes and papers...
Got a quizz in art history, a paper due in writing.. so i can't skip and spend time with Brennon to work shit out. Pisses me off.. at the same time he has to go in to work and get hounded and what not about the whole incident of not getting the story they wanted... even though they sent like five people and have connections with others. Bastards. If Brennon hadn't been sent down there this wouldn't have happened... none of it.
I'm just so pissed. Meh. I need to go. I just needed to vent a little before I did.
At least Slendy's taken his concentrations off of Allen...? Though kinda creeped out that they're suddenly focused on me. Allen could handle him, I'm not so sure I can.
Ok, ok, Taben's bitching about going so we can study. We're gonna be visiting one of his friends after classes today. We need to escape from the bullshit that's been going on... well I do anyways. Taben and Ry still don't know. Not sure if we should tell them, Taben might get pissed at Brennon.... just.. mreh.
Ok ok, going now. see ya all later.
I'm just so pissed. Meh. I need to go. I just needed to vent a little before I did.
At least Slendy's taken his concentrations off of Allen...? Though kinda creeped out that they're suddenly focused on me. Allen could handle him, I'm not so sure I can.
Ok, ok, Taben's bitching about going so we can study. We're gonna be visiting one of his friends after classes today. We need to escape from the bullshit that's been going on... well I do anyways. Taben and Ry still don't know. Not sure if we should tell them, Taben might get pissed at Brennon.... just.. mreh.
Ok ok, going now. see ya all later.
Monday, February 7, 2011
Update in which I freak out and go all suicidal.
Things have been... busy here... kinda hectic kinda not.
I just don't know. Mreh I don't really care anymore either.
I think I lost it... Taben, Ry and Allen went to Taben's parent's place yestrday for SuperBowl fuckery and stuff. I was invited but... after all the shit I just wanted to stay home. I noticed Mr. No Face looking in the window at me and... I think I kinda lost it...
I went out side and found him and just started screaming at him. Scremng if he wants me to just fucking take me, that my life is fucking falling apart. I don't want to deal with it and to just make it easier on me by just removing me from everything. He just stared at me. So I went up... and kicked him. ::he looked at his leg and looked at me. He wasn't angry, I didn't feel any anger from him. No... Ithink he was more.... sorry? I felt... pity from him. And.. I lost it... and tried to beat the shit out of Slender Man. like, all out beat the shit out of him. picked up a stick had a go at him punched, kicked, bit (omg that taste... never wanna taste that again...) just everything in the book that was within my reach I just started at him with. rocks and snow balls included. When I was tiered I just fell to the ground crying. I think that's what I needed. After all this shit I just needed a chance to break down that I didn't get.
You know what happened then? He picked me up and brough me inside pat my head and left. The bastard's been able to cross our protections this whole time... this whole fucking time. I dunno if he was 'respecting' our boundaries or what. But he can cross them. He brough me inside. put me on the couch and left. Well kinda. he went back outside and just stood there and watched like he always does. He was curious, confused and... worried?
I'm so fucking confused right now... so damned confused...
I haven't told Taben or Ryan any of this. I think Taben's happy to believe that Slendy's not wanting to cross barriers. I'm just.. really confused... Dos this mean he's not malicious? Does this mean the barriers don't work? What the fuck does this mean? Meh... I need to go. I gotta pick up Brennon from the airport soon. I guess he changed his ticket to do an overnight flight home cause of some fuckery with tickets for the game.
Bran, I saw your comment on his blog, and we'll let you know what's going on when we're ready. I haven't even told Taben and Ryan yet. It's just.. a lot of fuckery. I have no clue what to make of it or how to react. After my freakout lastnight I just feel... blank... and numb. And confused of course.
So.. is Slendy my friend or my enemy? I don't know what to make of him.
I want him to be my friend though. That'd be cool.
I just don't know. Mreh I don't really care anymore either.
I think I lost it... Taben, Ry and Allen went to Taben's parent's place yestrday for SuperBowl fuckery and stuff. I was invited but... after all the shit I just wanted to stay home. I noticed Mr. No Face looking in the window at me and... I think I kinda lost it...
I went out side and found him and just started screaming at him. Scremng if he wants me to just fucking take me, that my life is fucking falling apart. I don't want to deal with it and to just make it easier on me by just removing me from everything. He just stared at me. So I went up... and kicked him. ::he looked at his leg and looked at me. He wasn't angry, I didn't feel any anger from him. No... Ithink he was more.... sorry? I felt... pity from him. And.. I lost it... and tried to beat the shit out of Slender Man. like, all out beat the shit out of him. picked up a stick had a go at him punched, kicked, bit (omg that taste... never wanna taste that again...) just everything in the book that was within my reach I just started at him with. rocks and snow balls included. When I was tiered I just fell to the ground crying. I think that's what I needed. After all this shit I just needed a chance to break down that I didn't get.
You know what happened then? He picked me up and brough me inside pat my head and left. The bastard's been able to cross our protections this whole time... this whole fucking time. I dunno if he was 'respecting' our boundaries or what. But he can cross them. He brough me inside. put me on the couch and left. Well kinda. he went back outside and just stood there and watched like he always does. He was curious, confused and... worried?
I'm so fucking confused right now... so damned confused...
I haven't told Taben or Ryan any of this. I think Taben's happy to believe that Slendy's not wanting to cross barriers. I'm just.. really confused... Dos this mean he's not malicious? Does this mean the barriers don't work? What the fuck does this mean? Meh... I need to go. I gotta pick up Brennon from the airport soon. I guess he changed his ticket to do an overnight flight home cause of some fuckery with tickets for the game.
Bran, I saw your comment on his blog, and we'll let you know what's going on when we're ready. I haven't even told Taben and Ryan yet. It's just.. a lot of fuckery. I have no clue what to make of it or how to react. After my freakout lastnight I just feel... blank... and numb. And confused of course.
So.. is Slendy my friend or my enemy? I don't know what to make of him.
I want him to be my friend though. That'd be cool.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Update
Everything is fine and dandy here... still. We're trying to keep ourselves busy. Taben got into this thing called Geocaching. It takes our minds off our possible impending doom and is kinda fun. Well.. when we find stuff anyways.
Just not been anything to report really. He's here. He's always here He seems to be a constant. The only time He's not here is when Allen is at school. But when Allen's home there He is. The way he stands by the back door, it's like he's just waiting to be invited in.
I was thinking though... maybe he is; waiting to be invited in, I mean. Every year on Samhein we put a new ring of protection around out house. I've noticed that he doesn't past the point where the ring is. Like... ever....
For any that is not familiar with pagan rituals, placing a ring of protection around a house, room or dwelling is basically a ritual whre we set up a barrier that evil/angry/malicious spirits can't pass over unless they are invited by the person or people that perform and set the spell. In this case, Brennon and I.
At the same time this concerns me. It tells me that Mr Slendy is indeed evil/malicious/angry or what have you. Because he hasn't attempted to cross the line. He always stays those two or three inches from the door sides of the house where the herbs and salt were laid. I don't like the idea that this likely proves he's evil and wants to hurt us.... I've been trying to bring myself to believe he's a nice talk faceless man that is just curious and wants to make sure we're safe. I really wish I hadn't thought about that. Now I'm sorta kinda creeped out :\
It's all Bran's fault.
In other more amusing news, Brennon was telling me about this dream/nightmare that he had lastnight.
Slendy tentacle raped him. Yes, apparently Slendy likes himself some gay males. And Brennon now clames that Slendy is a, and I quote "Well equipped male with manly junk". I can't stop laughing... but at the same time I'm really hoping it *was* just a dream. Brennon's out of town on assignment. So... he wasn't here and safe with us lastnight. I dunno though... just... ugh now I got myself thinking about that now. >:[ If I find out Slendy's raping my mand I'm gonna be pissed >:[
Anyways gonna go off here. We're gonna be getting up early and see abut doing some Geochaching and getting out of the house for a bit.
Just not been anything to report really. He's here. He's always here He seems to be a constant. The only time He's not here is when Allen is at school. But when Allen's home there He is. The way he stands by the back door, it's like he's just waiting to be invited in.
I was thinking though... maybe he is; waiting to be invited in, I mean. Every year on Samhein we put a new ring of protection around out house. I've noticed that he doesn't past the point where the ring is. Like... ever....
For any that is not familiar with pagan rituals, placing a ring of protection around a house, room or dwelling is basically a ritual whre we set up a barrier that evil/angry/malicious spirits can't pass over unless they are invited by the person or people that perform and set the spell. In this case, Brennon and I.
At the same time this concerns me. It tells me that Mr Slendy is indeed evil/malicious/angry or what have you. Because he hasn't attempted to cross the line. He always stays those two or three inches from the door sides of the house where the herbs and salt were laid. I don't like the idea that this likely proves he's evil and wants to hurt us.... I've been trying to bring myself to believe he's a nice talk faceless man that is just curious and wants to make sure we're safe. I really wish I hadn't thought about that. Now I'm sorta kinda creeped out :\
It's all Bran's fault.
In other more amusing news, Brennon was telling me about this dream/nightmare that he had lastnight.
Slendy tentacle raped him. Yes, apparently Slendy likes himself some gay males. And Brennon now clames that Slendy is a, and I quote "Well equipped male with manly junk". I can't stop laughing... but at the same time I'm really hoping it *was* just a dream. Brennon's out of town on assignment. So... he wasn't here and safe with us lastnight. I dunno though... just... ugh now I got myself thinking about that now. >:[ If I find out Slendy's raping my mand I'm gonna be pissed >:[
Anyways gonna go off here. We're gonna be getting up early and see abut doing some Geochaching and getting out of the house for a bit.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
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Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Omg I can't stop laughing.
I'm sorry for the double post today but I was just looking around youtube and I found this... and HAD to post it. I think I busted my gut from laughing so hard.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klQZKh-XmaY
Enjoy XD
Also, yeah, he's here and with us currently... well not with us.. but standing patiently outside the dor or just out the window. depends on where we are in the house. He really needs to find a better past time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klQZKh-XmaY
Enjoy XD
Also, yeah, he's here and with us currently... well not with us.. but standing patiently outside the dor or just out the window. depends on where we are in the house. He really needs to find a better past time.
Good morning everyone...
Really, I should be sleeping still since our morning classes were canceled, but... here's the reason I'm not. The Schools around here are close. This equals to a very excited 7 year old being up and running around the house. I feel sorry for Taben, I hear him trying to keep the kiddo quite, and it works, for about fice minutes. Ah, the wonders of an autistic child that has no idea or means of understanding how the word around him works. I'm glad that we're all understanding individuals here, and that Ryan can sleep through anything and everything.
Speaking of, I have a really funny story for you. To put it simply, I think Ryan believes us now. The long part of the story? Is why I was up at 3am yrsterday morning and unable to get back to sleep and was so horribly tiered all day. So I'm sleeping, quite nicely. I've not slept as well as I did yesterday in a long time. Then there was this high pitched girly scream. I thought it was Taben. Brennon and I both wake up and scramble out of bed to make sure everything's alright. We're scared to death thinking it's th eend of the line. Slendy's taken Allen and we're all next. So we barge into Allen's room Allen's asleep. No the sound's coming form the next room over. We barge into Taben and Ry's room. This is where the funny part happens. Ry's standing on the bed squealing and screaming and pointing at the window. Taben's yelling at Ryan to lay the fuck down and give him the blankets back. In the midst of all this. Slendy's standing there looking in the window. I swear to god He's amused as he's just watching all the chaos he's just brought to our house at this early hour of the morning. Taben finally pulls Ry down on the bed and he kisses him. It works.... weird but it works. Ry's calm. I've never seen anything like this in my life. No, seriously. Any other case Taben would be the one spazzing out while Ry's trying to calm him down. Or Taben would be spazzing as well. No, none of that. None of that at all. Taben's completely calm and managed to calm Ry down. Ry is now extremely guilt ridden and clinging to Taben. Taben grumbles and tries to convince him to go back to bed. We all try to go back to bed. An hour later all of us, minus Allen, are gathered downstairs at the kitchen table convinced we aren't getting back to sleep. Taben's started on breakfast and we just started discussing the events and what not. The whole time Slendy is now at the back door watching us.
So yeah, Ry believes us now... though this brings up another question. Can Slendy grow? I was under the impression that he could only make his arms grow. Or maybe he was standing on hiis arms at this time? See,the bedrooms are all on the second floor. Though, now that I think about it there are a lot of cases where people are stumped because he's looking into a second floor window... and then the next moment he's standing right outside our door just looking like an extremley tall, faceless, gentleman. Is he a gentleman though? Is he? There are so many stories of him stalking people, driving them crazy, causing them to commit suicide or just ripping their guts out. But this Slendy seems curious, interested. He seems to protect Allen, he seems to be interested in who we are and what we do. When Taben was beating the crap out of him he could have easily turned on Taben and killed him right there, but no he simple moved Taben from him. The only wounds Taben recieved were the ones that he had inflicted on Slendy, and even then they were only bruises and there weren't many of them.
Maybe I'm entering risky territory here by doing this... but... maybe this is a chance for me to just kind of... study Him and get to know Him, see how He works. Figure Him out. Yeah, maybe it's a suicidal mission but I'm curious. I mean how many others have actually done this? I know people have studied him and experimented from afar, but not up close. Other than Sandra, I know of no one else that is this close to Him and still alive. And yet here we are, five of us living togetehr in this house and we're all find and dandy. I mean, seriously? What give? I'm greatful to be allowed to live but what makes me and everyone else here so different? The fact we're not completely scared? The fact that Allen's attatched to us? I'm also curious to see what will happen when Slendy meets Rizzy and Matt. Will he attack or hurt them? Will he leave them alone? I'm kinda worried and at the same time curious.... and I feel extremely fuckin' guilty for feeling that way.
Oh yeah, I want to beat Taben oo. apparently he's infected Rizzy and her mom. And he's proud of himself. I want to beat him for being proud, but that'd be too easy. I want to push him outside and feed him to Slendy. Dunno what Slendy would do, but yeah as far as I can tell, Slendy's still not happy with him for the way Taben beat him.
My brain just derailed and I forget anything else I might have wanted to say. So I'm gonna stop this here. Will be an intereting day with a kiddo off. Maybe I'll skip my class since my morning class was canceled and I really dun wanna go in just for one class. That's a waste of gas D:
Speaking of, I have a really funny story for you. To put it simply, I think Ryan believes us now. The long part of the story? Is why I was up at 3am yrsterday morning and unable to get back to sleep and was so horribly tiered all day. So I'm sleeping, quite nicely. I've not slept as well as I did yesterday in a long time. Then there was this high pitched girly scream. I thought it was Taben. Brennon and I both wake up and scramble out of bed to make sure everything's alright. We're scared to death thinking it's th eend of the line. Slendy's taken Allen and we're all next. So we barge into Allen's room Allen's asleep. No the sound's coming form the next room over. We barge into Taben and Ry's room. This is where the funny part happens. Ry's standing on the bed squealing and screaming and pointing at the window. Taben's yelling at Ryan to lay the fuck down and give him the blankets back. In the midst of all this. Slendy's standing there looking in the window. I swear to god He's amused as he's just watching all the chaos he's just brought to our house at this early hour of the morning. Taben finally pulls Ry down on the bed and he kisses him. It works.... weird but it works. Ry's calm. I've never seen anything like this in my life. No, seriously. Any other case Taben would be the one spazzing out while Ry's trying to calm him down. Or Taben would be spazzing as well. No, none of that. None of that at all. Taben's completely calm and managed to calm Ry down. Ry is now extremely guilt ridden and clinging to Taben. Taben grumbles and tries to convince him to go back to bed. We all try to go back to bed. An hour later all of us, minus Allen, are gathered downstairs at the kitchen table convinced we aren't getting back to sleep. Taben's started on breakfast and we just started discussing the events and what not. The whole time Slendy is now at the back door watching us.
So yeah, Ry believes us now... though this brings up another question. Can Slendy grow? I was under the impression that he could only make his arms grow. Or maybe he was standing on hiis arms at this time? See,the bedrooms are all on the second floor. Though, now that I think about it there are a lot of cases where people are stumped because he's looking into a second floor window... and then the next moment he's standing right outside our door just looking like an extremley tall, faceless, gentleman. Is he a gentleman though? Is he? There are so many stories of him stalking people, driving them crazy, causing them to commit suicide or just ripping their guts out. But this Slendy seems curious, interested. He seems to protect Allen, he seems to be interested in who we are and what we do. When Taben was beating the crap out of him he could have easily turned on Taben and killed him right there, but no he simple moved Taben from him. The only wounds Taben recieved were the ones that he had inflicted on Slendy, and even then they were only bruises and there weren't many of them.
Maybe I'm entering risky territory here by doing this... but... maybe this is a chance for me to just kind of... study Him and get to know Him, see how He works. Figure Him out. Yeah, maybe it's a suicidal mission but I'm curious. I mean how many others have actually done this? I know people have studied him and experimented from afar, but not up close. Other than Sandra, I know of no one else that is this close to Him and still alive. And yet here we are, five of us living togetehr in this house and we're all find and dandy. I mean, seriously? What give? I'm greatful to be allowed to live but what makes me and everyone else here so different? The fact we're not completely scared? The fact that Allen's attatched to us? I'm also curious to see what will happen when Slendy meets Rizzy and Matt. Will he attack or hurt them? Will he leave them alone? I'm kinda worried and at the same time curious.... and I feel extremely fuckin' guilty for feeling that way.
Oh yeah, I want to beat Taben oo. apparently he's infected Rizzy and her mom. And he's proud of himself. I want to beat him for being proud, but that'd be too easy. I want to push him outside and feed him to Slendy. Dunno what Slendy would do, but yeah as far as I can tell, Slendy's still not happy with him for the way Taben beat him.
My brain just derailed and I forget anything else I might have wanted to say. So I'm gonna stop this here. Will be an intereting day with a kiddo off. Maybe I'll skip my class since my morning class was canceled and I really dun wanna go in just for one class. That's a waste of gas D:
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