Let me tell you...

About my wonderfully eventful evening! I have time to kill before we leave for classes so I'm just going to sit here and tell you about the AWESOME that happened lastnight.

And by AWESOME I mean of course NOT SO AWESOME!

So we got home from our last load of boxes for moving. Brenno had come and helped us. He showed up and was obviously really upset but didn't want to talk about it. So we load up the vehicles and bring the loads back. At this time Taben announces he and Ry are gonna go get food. It's decided Pizza. And so we can save a buck he's gonna go pick it up. Gotta love Pizza Pan. Buy one pizza get two free with pick up. So Ry and Taben call, order and leav to go get the food stuff.

In the meantime, Allen asks to go outside. I decide what the hell, help the kid into his snow gear and go sit on the back porch and let him have at it. he starts making a snowman and i tell him to stay there i have to pee. So I go to do this. This is where the AWESOME turns into NOT SO AWESOME! I go and empty my bladder and then return. Allen's missing. I look around and see littel foot prints leadng off to the woods. Oh, did I tell you? We have a large woods in the back yard. This is perfect.... NOT! I spazzed. I fucking spazzed I got Brenno and screamed that He had taken Allen. Brennon goes and gets his stuff and we grab a flashlight (it's starting to get dark and all; damned winter darkness). We get ready and come down off the porch and there He is. WITH Allen. He's got Allen by the hand and is walking him down the path and out of the woods. Allen is a bit sullen like he's upset or you know that look that a kid has on his face when he's caught being bad? He gets this pouty face and looks up at Slendy. Slendy looked back at him and pushed him towards us. Allen fussed, he wanted to play in the woods. He shook his head no and pointed at us. (By the way it's REALLY fucking creepy seeing those long arms and that pale hand pointing at you) Allen obdiently came over to me and just started crying saying ":I'm sorry I'm sorry I want to see the woods" I look at Slendy. He just looks back at me. I'm fucking confused. Confused as fuck. He tilted his head to the side looking at me. I swear I pissed my pants. That's the freakiest fucking thing ever. I guess it's cause in the movies they worked it out to coincide with the whole "Imma gonna kill you thing" But I dunno. I didn't get that from him. It was more... curious? I looked back to Brenno. I'd never seen him so pale or with such a blank expression. (I think he believes us now Bran). He seemed to start and I looked back. Slendy was right fucking thre. I was a bit startled and just looked up at the giant. He looked back at me. Then Taben burst through the back door screaming his head off. Slendy looked at Taben then turned to start leaving. Pretty quickly. I dunno why. Taben took off after Slendy, he jumped on Slendy and started punching the crap out of him. Then those tentacle things... those fucking tentacle things are pretty creepy, this was the first time i saw them. They just kinda snaked themelves out grabbed Taben, picked him off of him and dropped him to the ground. Then Slendy turned around and walked into the woods.

Taben's alright. He's bruised to fuckig hell and back, it's like everywhere he punched Slendy, he himself became bruised. Gotta love what a mother bear does for it's young. Though really. I don't think Slendy wants to hurt Allen. I don't even know to be honest. I'm still trying to figure this shit out.

What the fuck is going on? Slendy takes kids, right? Is he 'hallowing' out Allen? Allen doesn't even seem fazed like a hallowed would be though. I want to belive that Slendy's being a bastard and trying to use Allen against us.... But there's just... something deep in me that says that's not the case. He seemed more curious and... and friendly than anything... which is kinda... weird... I mean after everything I've heard and read and all. I don't even know what to make of this junk. I'm so confused.

Anyways need to get my ass moving. Taben needs me to drive, his ankle's acting upfrom when he got dropped. And, well he's brued and beaten to hell. I guess it serves him right. Hell he got me into this whole Slender Man shit. Sometimes I hate him for it, really. But yeah he knows how Slendy works. Why try and beat the crap out of Him? Then again. A mom's gonna do anything they can for thier kid. I just wish I could explain that Slendy likely saved Allen's life. Allen could have gotten lost in those woods, all a lone.

Dude, I'm supposed to fuckin' hate Slender Man, right? Why the fuck am I feeling this way? I'm feeling greatful towards the dum fuck?! God dammit...

I'm out. See ya all later...

I... I don't even...

I don't even know what to think or say or anything. Going to talk to Taben today...

I don't even... what the fuck... seriously....

Bran? Have you explored those woods yet? I'm curious... really curious.

Gonna be leaving for class soon. I need to start carpooling with Taben. I think I'm on his way anyways.

Can't sleep. Clowns will eat me.

I just can't sleep. On a lot of differnt account and reasons. One, I just can't sleep. I'm still creeped out and unnerved by the whole Slender Marathon we had lastnight. I usually do NOT get creeped out this bad. But yeah, here it is. Make matters worse, Taben's son forgot his plush. I was kinda pissed off to go into the room Bran had stayed in to tidy up and once again found that fucking doll placed on the pillow as though it were expecting her to come in and see it.

I'm sorry but I'm still pissed off and wondering how that happened. Did Allen do it and just meant it all friendly like? But then how the hell did he get it out of our closet without us hearing? Brenno sleeps like a back of rocks but I'm a really light sleeper, the smallest things wake me up. The cats will be downstairs eating from their food dishes just a bit too loud and it wakes me up.  I sleep *that* lightly. So hoe can someone get into the closet. RIGHT beside our bed and move that doll in with Bran? I'm still incredibly upset about that. See, Bran's awesome and sweet and she has this fear of the paranormal. Feel sorry for her cause she also loves the good bit of creepypasta. It's a lose/lose situation there.

Blah this has me so flustered. Well... everyone had a good time here lastnight. And after Bran left I gave the guys a good ol run of the mill interrogation of what happened. I've never had anyone be able to look me in the eye and lie to me without me catching on it's a lie. I don't believe anyone lied to me. Ryan wants nothing to do with anything Slender related so I completely believe him there. Brenno knows of her fear and wouldn't do that to her. Well okay maybe the first time he would have, but after a reaction he wouldn't do it again. But he swears up and down it wasn't him. And I believe him. Taben doesn't believe in scaring anyone in that way. He's the kind that will hide behind something and jump out. he doesn't use a fear he knows you have against you. He's had too many bad run ins with his fears and getting injured from.. well trying to run from them. He'd never do anything to scare someone to the point of tears. I've seen some of Taben's dealing with clowns, which are a big fear he has/had (he's working on getting over it) so yeah I know he wouldn't do that to someone. And I know he and Bran were talking about paranormal stuff for a while there because Taben has a lot of interest in it (other than the Slenderman thing, like the real things and all).

And I'm rambling. .. anyways the last person to talk to was Allen, and all we could get from him was his temper tantrum because someone had taken his Slender Man plushie and he wanted it back. Which brings me to another train of thought....

That kid was clinging to that plush for dear life when he left here today. I remember seeing him make sure he had it and sitting it beside him in the car when they loaded up to head out.... so... how the fuck did this thing get back here?

Bleh, I'm getting too into thoughtfullness shit right now and it's eating at me. I think I'm going to cuddle with Brennon and see if he can help me get to sleep. Maybe I'll trade sides of the bed with him. Bleh. just realized. jst got a little more than a week before I start back to classes. I've got a college writing course and an art history course. Just two this semester. Wanted to go a bit easier on myself since I'll also be doing a summer course if I can manage to do so. I want to get all this college stuff done and over with and get the papers that say I'm golden :3

Ok. Happy thoughts, happy thoughts. yay. I think I'm gonna draw tomorrow. Or go and photograph... or something... something fun to clear my mind off all the creepy pasta stuff.

anywyas till then may all you invisible readers rest well.