Monday, May 2, 2011

Brennon. Stop worrying. I'm kinda attached to you heard and soul, even if we didn't consummate it. There will be plenty of time for that on the honeymoon. I love you babe. I married you and I'll be there for you. I've been checking in on you when I can. I know you're upset. I saw you break down at work today. It'll be alright. I'll be home in time for my college exam. And our honeymoon. I just.. want to get a chance to get stuff done. I guarantee you that when we get back from our honeymoon that all sense of normalcy will be gone. I just need Da to help me learn some things I should have learned a long time ago. Now I'm forced into a position I did NOT want to be in. I never wanted this part of me to be shown. Deep inside I knew it was there but I hid from it. And... now it's out. And there's nothing I can do anymore. I'll hide it as best as I can, but that's all I can do.

Taben, I love you. I'll be back. Just give me some time. I've got some shit to get worked out.
I'm really disappointed you crossed the boundary. But I guess it's my fault. I should have posted here sooner. You didn't really do yourself any good by breaking that stick either. Yeah, I saw. I was there, hiding. Didn't you feel me? Next time at least make sure Ry's with you. Or at least someone is.

Branwen, you and your crew will do it. I have faith in you. Da and I are working on a way to get Todd out of there. He's assured me that once I'm close enough to him he'll become stronger and be able to fight them off. It's just a matter of me getting close enough to allow him get that strength from me. He's been away for so long. We'll save him though. You five shouldn't be doing it all on your own. Remember. Big brother here will help you. I love you guys and want nothing worrying you.

It'll be fine, everyone. Sam, Dean. You guys meet up with Bran and her crew. You guys are running with them. I don't give an ever living fuck what You guys say or what Bran and her crew says. You'll be safer in a group. Trust me. If you don't trust me on anything else please for the love of the Gods above, trust me on this.

I've been here too long. I need to go. I'll see you all later. It will be alright. I promise. I love you guys.
Stay safe, eyes open.


  1. Good to hear from you. It's reassuring. And don't worry, I planned on taking Sam and Dean anyways.

    Couldn't hurt to have the Winchesters with us.

    I'm probably going to be punched for that.

    ~ Branwen

  2. Who'd punch you? I think they revel n the idea that they're referred to as such.

    I'll try and post when I can. Though, when we're out on our cruise honeymoon thing, we made a vow to not get on the internt at all unless it was an extreme emergency. The fact that using the wireless is insanely expensive doesn't help either. We're going to leave most of the computer technology behind and just enjoy ourselves and be.. well tourists.

    I just won't be able to do anything with these... things hanging out my back... First things first. Learning to control them.