14- Silence

Sounds of Silence
Micron Pens, Watercolors and Gouache
On Illustration Board
2.5x3.5 inches


"Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence"

People should just remain silent. They have something to say? Don't say it at all. I took a nap today. It was the best nap I've had in a while. The best I've slept  in a long while. All curled up with Brennon in bed. It was lovely.

Earlier I had decided to take a walk in the woods. A quiet day and I wanted to go over what had happened the other night in my mind. So I'm walking along what I'm assuming the trail I followed when I got lost and It took me and tried to kill me.  I'm just walking along next thing I know there It is. I just felt... rage... rage inside of me. I wanted to open my mouth and explode. Then.. then I felt hands on my shoulder and something wrap around my face and mouth to silence me.

I'm glad He was there. Cause I'd probably be dead for screeching my anger at the abomination.

The lesson I learned. Don't scream at people and call them out and berate then and yell at the, Instead of saying something? Why not say nothing at all. Of course I understand people do stupid shit when drunk, but yeah.

I'm seeing a lot of people hurting because one person or another wants to throw shit into the proverbial fan and watch it fly. I don't like this. I don't like it at all. We are ALL in this together one way or another. We need to keep our heads fully screwed on and make sure we all come out of this together. I'm not going to turn against anyone, or judge anyone. But, I can't stand watching this go on. I'm here for EVERYONE. I still stand by the fact that my door is open to any runner that wishes to come and find a safe haven here. We will not judge, we just ask you follow the simple rule of everyone that is here is a friend. Everyone here is equal. We are all in this together.

And I just realized. It's 9pm. I hear my brother and Sister's voices downstairs. Why are they here and not home... This is disconcerting. Mom should have picked them up hours ago. Gonna see what's going on.

I was going to make a pos,t but I can't right now. Taben's extremely about his friend Rizzy. And now I am as well.

Her dad went missing lastnight. She's really worried. They've got search parties looking for him but she's scared to death.

So instead of making a post, I'm going to simply ask anyone that prays to pray. Anyone that belive one way or another please hope for the best for this.

We are cwertain this is NOT Slender related. Rizzy and her mom are the only one 'affected' and her dad doesn't believe in paranormal any such things. We're just hoping for the best. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers.

13- Smile

"Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you"
Watercolors, Micron Pens, and Prismacolor Markers.
On Illustration Board
2.5x 3.5in


This card was an inspiration. A very pleasant inspiration. Yeah, a day late but I don't really give a damned! I had to do it. So. I called Da. Asked him to come as soon as we got home from our errands. He showed up just as we walked in the door. He seemed curious as to why I called him. Everyone's downstairs eating breakfast or doing other things. Sam and Dean are on the couch. We're planning to watch Supernatural, cause apparently I'm missing out on something awesome. Or so says Sam. So Slendy's there. Sam and Dean still aren't used to him and uneasy with him being there.

~"You called?"~ He says in my mind. Only I hear him (or I think anyways)

"Yeah sorry to bother you from your killing rampage and driving Joce insane once again. I'm really getting sick of you picking on my friends, y'know? Ya need to fucking stop it."

~"It is irrelevant. Why did you call me here?"~ He just stares down at me. I pull out a chair at the table. And gesture for him to sit down.

"I wanna sit down and talk." Just the group of us. "I mean.. I really wanna kind of thank you. You're keeping those of us in this house safe. You've listened to me and agreed not to go after anyone I care about."

~"That does not mean that the Dark One will listen. They are fair game to him."~ He says as he sits down he does seem intrigued then kind of.. stiffens a bit in his posture and looks at me. I can feel he's scowling. ~"You have learned to block me from reading you... why do you not want me to read you?"

"Well I just don't like you pulling my thoughts out. Here I got you a present while we were out." I get the bag from Pat Catans and pull out this big over sized sharpie marker we picked up. I can't help but smirk when I can feel his uncertainty.

~"Whatisthemeaningofthiswhatareyoudoing?Whatareyoudoingwhatisthatfor?WhycanInotreadyou?Letmereadyou!"~ He goes on, hie's panicked concerned worried? ...afraid?

So I open my mind to me and I feel him reading me before he can react as he's reading I just draw a big ol' smiley face on him and back away and put the marker up and just smile at my handy work.

"Happy April Fool's Day, Daddy." I say through a big grin. He got up. he glared at me looked at everyone else, smacked me over the head and left.

I feel proud :3

So in other news. We got Allen's birthday present while we were out. And just did some errand running. I need to go out and to staples again here soon. Forgot some stuff we needed. But for now I'm going to enjoy this. I'm going to assume that he's totally going to remove it but... I'd be so happy if he could leave it.. maybe Frap would be able to talk to him a bit easier if he had a face.

Anyways, It's time for supernatural stuff. See yas!

Errands

Taben and I are going to run up to the northern more Art store today. Need more Illustration board card. and it's easier to have these than cutting them yourself and possibly cutting yout fingers off. Oh, believe me, Taben has lots of Illustration board since his job's basically being an artist. But again, the whole cutting thing, and with all my injuries and stuff. yeah, I'm not comfortable with that. I didn't do this to myself but sharp stuff scares me right now. As does It.

So yeah, off I go. I don't have anything to post for 12 which would be misfortune. Oddly enough despite all of this I don't have anything that I could consider a misfortune. Look at everything I have. brother sister, great friends a wonderful man beside me who loves me. I've got Da and Ygg. And... well Ok. It's my misfortune maybe. Having to deal with It. Da, He's cool Ygg is awesome. and yeah.

I'm rambling now. I'll get #13 posted when I get home. Nothing really planned for today. I'll see ya later.

Oh boy

Gonna be interesting tonight. Candice and Dean are here (Sam and Dean as per Bran's preference). It's going to be a long night. We just got done chowing on pizza. We're just sitting and hanging. I'm trying to work on art. Allen's obsession with tops is being filled in with the help of Ygg. You'd think he'd just found the best toy ever. But it works. He's entertained and that's what counts.

We're all just trying to calm down from eating. I'm waiting for Da to get here then we'll be explaining things to them as best as we can.

Oh they now know about It. It was here waiting when they got here. They thought it was Slendy. I felt insulted.
Course when they realized it wasn't Him they started freaking out. I'm glad there's a fair bit of woods between our yards and either of the next door neighbor's. Dean's not sure how we can just not react. Candy's just... I don't know. I'm most worried about her because she always tries to hide how she feels. Dean is... I dunno. They are quite a team together so Bran's reference is good in some part at least.

I kinda want Todd to be here for this as well so he has n idea f what's going on and maybe can explain his own experiences to them. I want to have fun with my siblings this weekend. But... I also want to open up and talk to thim and let them know what's going on. I've nevr turneed away my siblings before and I'm ashamed that I hid them from what's been going on. Candy was just... she clung to me crying and apologizing. She felt my injuries were her fault.

Ugh I wish I could get Bran and co up here again and have another nice weekend. But alas.... here's where w are.

Is it wrong for me to want to enjoy life a bit more before all the twisted terror shit starts happening? I dunno though. I just.. feel it's gonna get real soon.

I don't know what I'd do though... or how i'm going to explain what I can do to my sibs. Ugh. I'm going to try to have fun... but get down to business as well. Let's see if this can really work out this way.

EDIT: Oh, right. We're still looking for a prak we can pull on Da. It's just... how do you prank something that's all knowing? Any help would be appreciated.

Home

It was enjoyable. For the most part. Didn't mean to stay out so long. And I still don't understand why the hell Nil stayed home. I told him he could come. I don't mind. So it was just me, Taben and Ygg. And Ygg got to witness first hand the best prank of the year.

See, Taben has this unfound fear of planes landing on him. So while we were out I decided to just randomly stop in the middle of the road near where the landing strip for the airport was.

I think Taben nearly pissed himself. It was amusing as all hells. Course then Taben spazzed me out by faking to have a massive anxiety attack so... yeah...

Got food and brought it home now we're all chowing on lunch and relaxing. Seems as though It isn't around. Slendy seems more than happy to hang around.... I'm cool with that.

Wonder how to get Da with a prank for the day. Hey! Maduin started it! The bloody bastard. Blame him!

11- Insanity

I am leaning on this sharp tip blade
with no balance or support
This insanity is eating at me
And death will reach my soul
Micron Pens, and Watercolors
on Illustration board.
2.5 x 3.5 inc

Insanity, good ol' flaming batshit insanity. I'm sick and tiered of it's bullshit.
It has been around a lot. It comes into the house it watches us. I know It's angry. Let the bastard be angry. At least after Slendy fought with it one last time It left. Really need to thank Da for that when I see him today.

Going to be running around and avoiding the intranet and all life today. I HATE the first day of april. HATE HATE HATE. I've already spazzed out because of what someone did on the blog I follow. But at the same time I maybe.. recognized it was all in good clean fun... right? RIGHT? Pffft whatever. I was unhappy but I'll let that one go. And I'll go running around and stuff.

Going to take Yggy to a toy store. Gotta get some stuff at the art store as well. And other little necessities. Wonder how many looks I'll get being bandaged up all over on my wrists and neck... this is gonna be fun.

Anyways I'm sorry I don't have anything more exciting to post. I don't do the whole April Fool's stuff. So. yeah. Though I was told I should. I just... don't know.

Anyways I'm going now. To the store and other runnin around.