Sunday, July 24, 2011


I have Allen. It was way to fucking easy. Something smells fishy if you ask me.

I had sent Malin out to keep an eye on Chas and Brennon. After Taben's threats. Haven't heard anything from him. Maybe he'll come for Allen, and we can subdue him. Or... is that the trap right there. We allow Taben in to his son and then he turns and attacks us. I don't know.

Guys... everyone. I just... Sam and Dean are both gone. Dean died on impact. Sam... she was in critical condition but the doctors had hope. That hope was dashed when she gave up this morning. My siblings are gone. I don't know how to take this. I'm thrown back into the sense that this is some nightmare. I thought they'd be safer running. And.. they weren't.

Guys... I... implore you.. all of you. Come up here. Bran, Seth, Skyler, Casey Tadd, Alex. Please guys. Come up here. You'll be safe here. Please. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you all as well. Please. Please. I don't want to loos anyone else. I can't do this anymore. Please....

Or... maybe... maybe they're right. last night. It. Slendy. they both told me this was my path. And this was where I was destine to be. If I didn't come willingly I'd be forced to it by death and despair that will surround me. But I still fight and I still come back to this house. But... why? I find myself wondering why I even bother anymore. Maybe I should just save everyone and give up.

I don't know.


  1. Don't give up, Ai. You've come too far and you have too many people that care about you to give up.

    If it turns out that this is a trap, I feel like we need to expect more than just Taben coming our way. You and I could easily subdue him if he came on his own, so It will probably either come Itself or send back up.

    I don't even know if we can count on slendy to help us this time. All we can really do now is be prepared and wait.

  2. I hate the waiting game more than any other. Gods damn it. I just don't even know what to think anymore.

    I can't even think straight.