Thursday, February 24, 2011

Fuck. You.

Ironic? I just read Zeke's latest entry. He was drunk. Well when it took place. I've been drunk the last couple days.

People are fucking attacking someone that may as well be my sister, and I can't do anything about it.

I'm a helplss pile of fucking mush. All becaue I'm afraid. I'm afraid of the gay haters that may wish Slender Man to kill me. Afraid of the gay haters that wish death on my friends and my loved ones. Afraid of the gay haters that will turn gainst Bran. she's getting help from others. I don't want that to happen. I don't want them to turn against her because she supports gays.

I want to run far away and just get away. leave everyone so they're safe without me... byt time I get half a mind to do it I'm so damned drunk tht all I can do is pass out.

Fuck, I'm getting married on the 19th of next month. Full moon of Ostara. A very pleasant day it'll be. And here... hre I'm just... blrh.

I want to tell all the gay hatrs ight now. Fuck. You.

Also a Fuck you to Blogger for eating my comments and marking me as spam all the fucking time. I'm sick of it.

God dammit I have classes today... I have a really bad fucking hang over. And I'm still scared. I'm scared of teh gay haters. Scared of so many fuck wadded people.

Fuck you gay haters. I don't give a flying fuck if you thinkit's 'gross' or 'against god'. Fuck you. I think marriage and a relationship are about LOVE. Not about religion, not about God. Not about how gross it is to express your love. I can express my love to Brennon by holding his hand. Or giving him a kiss or just telling him I love him. So no one has any fucking right to tell me if I love him or can really truly marry him.

I love Brennon.... and in a month. We'll be married. It'll be the best day in my life.

I love you Brenno.

Bran you better be there girl. Bring your whole cre if you have to.

I think we'e going to come your way this weekend. I want to kill me some proxies before they hurt you any worse.

While I'm at it, fuck proxies too.


  1. Hang in there, hun. I love you. I'm here. We'll get through all of this together. I promise.

  2. Don't be afraid, Ai.

    Just go look at Zero's blog. Nobody ever gay-hated there. Not a one.

    It's okay. You'll be fine. We'll be fine here.
    These people, from my experience, they care more about WHO you are. And really, if a runner DOES goes off on a homophobic tangent, then they have their priorities in ALL the wrong places.

    Ahahaha. I'll see what I can do. I'll definitely make it up there myself. I might be able to get the others. Skyler's the trick, being three hours south and all.

    And...if you come over here. Please be careful. I don't want them to track you too. They seem to be only fixated on us. So...maybe you being there will just make them go away for a bit.

    ~ Branwen

  3. Taben's feeling better.... we're going to go out caching or something....

    I'll be an ass and admit... I never read through Zero's blog...

    Was he gay?

    If so... is that more proof thatSlnder Man kills gays? If so, should I be mor concerned?

    I don't even know... all I do know is I'm cracking....

    I'm getting out of here. Geocaching itch needs scratched.

  4. No. Zero was this wonderful guy. He and I would've have been best friends...I'm sad I never got to meet him and sad he died...he was a brave guy.

    He discouraged any sort of gay bashing on his blog. I...think because of Jeff? Nobody ever did though.

    I'm telling you all this stuff for when you get back...wherever you are...please tell me you haven't done something stupid like gone after the Three...

    ~ Branwen