Thursday, April 14, 2011

16- Blood

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff,
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
I gave you blood, blood, blood,
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love!

Watercolors and Gouache
On Illustration board
2.5 x 3.5 inches

Blood. Our life force. What keps our heart and organs and brain functioning.

And right now my greatest desire is to drain someone of every bit of life giving liquid in their body. Rat is dead if I ever see him. Dead. Dead. Dead. DEAD!

No one hurts my family. No one hurts others. I. Will. Kill.

Yes, I'm still hellbent on killing him. I'm still pissed as all get out. Angry as all fuck. This is not something I can just easily forget and toss aside. An innocent animal was killed. My parents were innocent. They were killed.

I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.

And I have to go to class today.

Todd, keep me updated. Please. You know how to reach me.


  1. I think you'll hear from him soon.

    Rat was just angrily stalking around my house. His coat was all ripped up.

    ~ Seth

  2. Yeah, we heard from the cowardly bastard alright... I want even more to kill him now. I swear to Gods I'm going to kill him.